January 30, 2012

30th January 2012, 2:24AM

I've been really lenient with myself lately. Haven't been giving much thought of the future and whatnot. Had given up on long term planing, afraid of it actually.

I've been cutting myself a lot of slack lately. Splurging, with less concern of the days to come. Doing stuffs that makes me happy, even if it is just for a slight moment.

All over the place, that's my state of mind lately. At times I feel like I need to snap out of this, but at some other times, I'll say fuck it, all that matters is a happy me (:

I'll just keep my worries for tomorrow then.

January 29, 2012

29th January 2012, 11:01PM

been playing in my head the entire day.

hated the original MV, it had some The Wanted vibe to it -.-

Boyce Ave

January 18, 2012

18 January 2012, 1:16 AM

I guess it's fitting that I end up where I've left so many others. I only wonder if the world will be a better place without me.


I must say, things are getting so heavy lately. I am starting to doubt my ability to hang on.

Marathon-ing Dexter, and nom-ing lasagna. How so little time changed my entire life. Is it ever possible to replace them, memories?

It's no use. Everything still looks gloomy from my end.

January 15, 2012

15 January 2012, 3:13AM


January 12, 2012

So why are we all ignoring the melancholy elephant in the room?
- Cleo

was reading this article in the magazine, and yes, admitting to loneliness does make me feel weak and I don't like that one bit.

Loneliness breeds negativity. I can relate to that, I guess.

12 January 2012, 12:59AM

but we both know that I'm not that strong;
- Mayday Parade

It's the 12th.
but it doesn't seem to be of any importance anymore,
the thought of it is making me sad.

January 10, 2012

10th January 2012, 1:02AM


feeling a little bit emo nemo :(

hungry maybe. should have nom-ed dinner after gym. fml.

January 7, 2012

7th January 2012, 11:55PM

use to be

reality starting to really soak in


January 4, 2012

4th January 2012, 11:47PM

I'm having this sudden urge to get myself new gear,
to invest in photography again x)

A yummy Nikkor 35mm f/1.8 perhaps.

Oh wells, it'll pass.

4th January 2012, 12:35AM

i thought you said forever over and over;

January 2, 2012

2nd January 2012, 12:20PM

It's the journey, not the destination, that matters.

And so, I plan to make the most out of my life journey in this new year. For what's worth, Happy New Year peeps.

Today I realized that I am able to make a significant difference to someone else's life, I wish someday someone else would do the same to mine. Self-centered, much?

January 1, 2012

1st January 2012, 3:10AM

Someone told me that it isn't official until it is on Facebook.

Today, Kev and I sat at Starbucks and made it official via Facebook.

7 and 1/2 years is a long time.

So many memories,
don't know if I am able to create new ones.

but, I'll soldier on.

always a sweet-heart.

you said move on,
but where do i go;